Dreams and Reality

If there is anything I can do to buy back a day spent with you, I would do anything and give up everything to spend as many days with you as possible again.

If it is possible to call you and talk to you, I would do it no matter what the telephone charges are.

If there is really a dream pillow, I would choose to dream of you everyday.

I know, Ah Ma. I know you are trying to tell me you are doing well, but I still woke up missing you a lot. In fact, I was trying not to wake up. At least in the dream, I get to talk to you once again. Something I hoped for everyday.

I want your advice on many things, I want to ask you for your opinion, I want you to share with me stories when you were younger and I want you to hear me complain about everything.

You are the one who will comfort me after hearing me complain and motivate me to carry on. You are the one who knows everything about me. You are also the one who wants to give me the best things you can.

You’ve loved me, unconditionally. But as for me, I feel I could have done so much more things for you.

I miss you, my dearest Ah Ma.