Of Emotions

I’ve been feeling really really down and sad. So much so that there is hardly any smile on my face. These days I seldom smile, much less speak with my usual zest.

Every night before I sleep, I despair over the fact that it is one day less. Every morning I wake up, I lament over the fact that I’m one day closer to the dreadful day. Right now, I already have no more chance to hear the voice that I’m so used to hearing everyday. And soon, I fear I will not even have the chance to hold the warm hand that I’m so used to holding on to since young.

The human life is really fragile and the human emotion is such a powerful thing. Why give us the ability to love when there is going to be so much sorrow and tears at the end? Is it really worth it?