Of Whatever I Was Used To

I used to be able to hear your voice everyday.

I used to be able to see you first thing I wake up every morning.

I used to be told to be careful whenever I leave home.

I used to be greeted with a big smile whenever I end school early.

I used to be able to see the lights in our room turned on whenever I’m walking up the slope back home.

I used to be nagged to sleep early whenever I stay up till the wee hours of the morning.

I used to get up the bed lightly because I didn’t want to wake you up.

I used to be able to eat what you cooked everyday.

I used to worry about you being alone at home whenever I’m going out with xuan.

And so much more.

Now there’s none of what I am used to, only memories and sadness lingers.

I miss you.